‘history (i am strange)’ Category

  1. a letter to all you non-believers

    April 17, 2009 by amanda

    The night before taking the JLPT 1, my neighbors, who have never had a party in their life, decided to blast music til 2 am.

    No big matter – I probably wouldn’t have been able to sleep anyway. I had spent so many months obsessed with this test that I doubt I would have been able to relax enough to fall asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow. It had literally become my life, studying for this test, and I don’t know if that’s really what I recommend. I had very little social life, and I guess that’s a sign that probably wasn’t quite ready for the test, since I had to study so hard. Still, I was so determined to prove I could pass it, to others, and to myself. I was determined to reach this goal I had made for myself.

    I wanted to be able to pass the 1kyuu after only 3 years total study of Japanese, and I wanted to do it on my first try. I didn’t care if it was only by a little – I just wanted to prove that no matter how hard this test was, I was someone who could pass it.

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  2. if only in my own mind

    April 14, 2009 by amanda

    I’ve a confession to make. Kanji, the most ridiculously hard part of the Japanese language, comes pretty easy to me.

    You see, it’s hard for me to try to come up with “tips” to study, when the way I’ve studied Japanese, the way that Japanese enters my head seems to be the opposite of most other people. I see a new kanji compound once, twice, and it’s there, burned into my head. I don’t know how to write it (well, that’s a different story – I don’t know how to write most of em), and I probably can’t pick out the two different kanji if you took them apart, but the basic shape has now melded in my head, with the reading and meaning and all. It’s just how it’s happened, since I started the SRS method.

    If I were to answer why, I’d just say that we all have proficiencies in different areas – I know a lot of people who are better at listening comprehension than I am. I’m really bad at it, considering the level I’m at; I won’t recognize words and grammar that I absolutely know, and I need the utmost concentration unless I’m watching something silly like KAT-TUN, and that’s only because they subtitle all the important parts in Japanese. Yet, I’ll learn kanji really easily. I mean, I used to be into art, maybe that sort of visual memory is something that’s lingered on and helped me, in some way? But, seriously, everyone in Japan ends up learning all the kanji – if it takes them K-12, then give yourself a couple more years study before you give up on the language. Concentrate on what you’re good at – the rest will come eventually. That’s the case with me, at least.

    Maybe, if you were having trouble with kanji, you could just do more srs repetitions? Like, individual kanji, compounds, etc – and just practice reading them, alone, without any grammar to confuse you? But I don’t really know how well that would work either. I know for me, it seems rather pointless to study kanji in isolation. I want to know a sentence I can use it in, I want to know context – what’s the point of knowing a word if I don’t know how to use it? That’s the point of language! Most people try the whole “writing kanji over and over again until they stick,” but for me, they … didn’t stick. I can recognize a metric ton of kanji, with relish, because I adore them, yet I can only write about 300, 400 of them. It’s not a method that works for me – and if it’s not working for you, try something else. Try Heisig. Try SRS. What can it hurt?

    But my real point is : I passed the JLPT 1, which requires 2000 kanji, while only knowing 1400 and change. If you’re focusing too much on kanji, you’re missing the point.

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  3. how i came to learn japanese through kat-tun

    April 3, 2009 by amanda

    If we’re talking about Japanese study, I’m a pretty lucky gal.

    Isn’t it a fact that 90% of people who want to learn Japanese are doing it on their own? (somebody check that) So yeah, I’m not much help for that crucial beginning stage because I was lazy and did my drudge work with one class a semester for two years. Anyone can do that, guys. I even thought that I was going at a fairly fast pace (ha). I really don’t know if I would have ever been able to learn anything on my own (even though now there’s not much good any class or any book can do for me, since all I have left is uh, the rest of Japanese vocabulary, in its entirety).

    I guess it’s hardest to start things, in the end. I’ve got a system now, and all I have left is maintenence and the slow, ever-building acquiring of new vocab, but it’s not hard any more. It’s been weird since the JLPT and the JET interview, because I’ve been maintaining but not so much adding anything, or studying anything new. Sometimes I study Japanese for two hours at a time – and watch Japanese news, and listen to the Yomiuri Podcast, and read some Hayashi Mariko. And somedays I work on Japanese for maybe 10 minutes – but it’s still everyday. I do something everyday. And that’s all there is to it.

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  4. these things don’t happen overnight, you know

    March 31, 2009 by amanda

    So I was thinking: since I’m trying to update this thing a couple days a week now, I’m going to have to figure out stuff to write about. After all, I’m not in Japan so it’s not like I can come up with any new, zany Japan stories. I could write about the old ones, but yeahhhhh, let’s save that stuff. I will one day, eventually, catch up with the last big Japan entries, but for right now I’ll see where my present takes me, as far as writing goes. This is all part of my plan to practice writing enough over the entirety of my internet presence so that a) I can write everyday when it counts, in Japan and b) so I can start writing my secret project. More on that when I actually, you know, start it. >:)

    Anyway, so I figured that since I have the level one, the 1kyuu, of the Japanese Proficiency Test, I have a tiny bit of authority on giving advice to improve your Japanese. After all, aside from my friends and family, anyone coming to visit this website is probably interested in that, right? I haven’t had any obnoxious “omg how did u get so good at japanese” mails yet, but that’s probably because a total of seven people read this blog (and also because i’m not actually good at japanese). Well this isn’t going to be Japanese Pod 101 or anything (not an endorsement, but they sure as hell annoy me with the daily emails even though I’m not even a member of their site), but I figure I can give some insight on how I study and how I got to where I am today.

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  5. HISTORY PART 4 (a transitional period)

    August 10, 2007 by amanda

    I WAS SITTING ON THE FENCE AND I THOUGHT THAT I WOULD KISS YOU

    I was in the dining hall with my roommate one Friday night near the end of my second semester. Don’t ask me why were there on a Friday, and don’t ask me why we were in the dining hall (because I don’t remember), but it was really just us in that entire cavernous hall, staring at the wide ceilings with their strange pyramid patterns at the top. It was a hall I knew intimately, partly because I worked there and knew how the food was prepared, but also because I never had enough money to eat anywhere else. We were just about to take a shuttle to the mall, and it was actually pretty exciting for us for a Friday night! I don’t know how it happened (sure), but we were talking about Japan, because both of us were just, you know, like that. For some reason, I only have one thing that I talk about with my friends (actually, two. Japan AND Pokemon).

    “I was looking at the Japan study abroad program the other day,” I started. “It would be pretty cool, I guess, but it’s for a whole year. I would totally go if it was a semester.”

    Kathy murmured in agreement. “But you know,” she said, “it would be so cool if you really did go for a whole entire year.” (more…)


  6. HISTORY PART 3

    August 6, 2007 by amanda

    CAN YOU READ MY MIND

    Hamamoto was a small, meek man (no, seriously, I think he was maybe an inch taller than me), so as we sat there waiting for Japanese 101 to start, I think we were all knowingly shaking our heads, thinking, “Well here he is. A real live shy Japanese man.” Like it was set in stone. Later, he would be immortalized as the “Japanese guy who rode his bike around campus, like, all the time,” and then as the “Japanese guy whose bike was stolen the last week of class,” but right then, he was just our Japanese Teacher, and for most of our anime-obsessed minds, this meant our first real encounter with one of them, those lucky bastards.

    Anyway, I was thinking that we were going to practice conversation and listening; mainly get a feel for the spoken word, and maybe a year from now we’d start learning those squiggles. There were five of us, at first. We all chose the front of the class, and were pretty sure that we were definitely not like those kawaii animu folk. So my first friends at college were made out of defiantly stereotyping my fellow peers – it was very grown up and also mature. Also, we then immediately learned that we were learning the hiragana first (which is honestly the best way to go about it! truly!), and that we wouldn’t learn a verb until chapter 3.

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  7. HISTORY PART 2

    July 27, 2007 by amanda

    GIVE ME SOMETHING TO BELIEVE IN (we’re going to take a little side trip)

    When I was in 7th grade, I had read some Pokemon fanfiction (embarrassing confessions, I know) and some crossovers had something called Ranma 1/2 in them. Nowadays, I would shun the hell out of something like that (of course, I only go for Ash & Misty’s Romance Love Fantasies) but back then, I made a note of Ranma, and it made enough of an impression that I recognized it at the comic shop a few months later.  I had been looking for – you guessed it – Pokemon manga when I saw a dark reddish volume 1 of Ranma 1/2. “The story of a boy who turns into a girl, a father who turns into a panda, and the weird chinese curse that did it to em!” My Catholic guilt aside, the pleas to my father worked (at least I was reading something) and $16.95 (!) later, I had my hands on my first real foray into Japanese anime.

     

     

    (talk about a story about Catholic guilt – my boyfriend was reading Lucifer once, and his mother came up to him to see what he was doing. Now, this woman has the blessed statues Mary, Jesus, and Joseph all at her front door, so I don’t even have to tell you what happened.) (more…)


  8. HISTORY (ie, i am strange?) PART 1

    July 15, 2007 by amanda

    AND HE SAID LISTEN NATALIE

    Listen, I’m a total weeaboo, not an obnoxious one, but one just the same (is there such a thing as a non-obnoxious wapanese, though?). And I got to admit, it’s all thanks to Pokemon. Father, Mother, I really am going to Japan so I can watch Pocket Monsters prime time. It is true that the only anime I really can watch without subtitles as of yet is Pokemon. Whatever, anime is bad for learning Japanese. (PIKACHU KIMI NI KIMETA)

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